Heartthrob
Makrifat modalku
Akal adalah punca agamaku
Perasaan cinta adalah asasku
Kerinduan adalah kenderaanku
Mengingati Allah adalah teman kesunyianku
Sikha adalah khazanah ku
Rasa sedih adalah temanku
Ilmu adalah senjataku
Sabar adalah pakaianku
Redha adalah rhanimahku
Rasa lemah adalah kebanggaanku
Zuhud adalah pekerjaanku
Yakin adalah kekuatanku
Jujur adalah pemberi syafaat kepadaku
Taat adalah pekara yang cukup untukku
Jihad adalah akhlakku
Penenang hatiku adalah ketika sembahyang
Buah hatiku adalah ketika mengingat Allah
Kesedihanku adalah kerana umatku
Kerinduanku yang amat sangat kepada Tuhanku
Steps
I’ll be honest, been caught up with school and work is tiring. But I’m enjoying every single fun of these responsibilities. Running here and there with so many things to do, I’m tightly occupied but I am not complaining cause when when we have the free time, we spent it wisely. I got hotcakes as craved last sunday, sentosa was so much fun with the same cliques around. Love brought me to Art Friend as promised, and now I have ideas going around my mind. There are plenty of stuffs to do, I swear. And as promised, our lives are changing and so are we. I’m glad that I got a dinstinction for my graduation project, B for the tough module, Criminal law and Cs for the rest. Both are graded as very good and good and with a dinstinction in project, makes me even more happier than ever, Thank you Allah.
Love as usual, busy with his work. I’ve been going back to work even on my off days, really. Straight up of 6 days work with school at night is dead hectic. But I’m all good and well, I love my life. Love loves me like no other, he tends to me every single minute, I’ll never find another man like him. I appreciate these changes so much, our lives are so beautiful now I can’t even describe it to anyone.
Anyway, wait up soon, soon. We’ve got a bigger surprise.
My #1 Love Poem for you, Bebear.
I don’t know why I love you
I don’t know why you’re here
But every single time you speak
My heart starts to stutter
I didn’t even care about you before
I didn’t even share the pain you had
But when your sincerity sieves in
My heart starts to regret
On the first steps of your new life
You were trying very hard
I was there and I am still here
To help you find a new meaning
To help you find a new start
With the promises you made
With every heartfelt of emotions
Through it all you gave your best
And I know I made the right decision
Even when I fall uncontrollably at times
You were always there to guide
Even when I am at my deepest ends of sorrows
You always taught me how to fight
We were not in the smoothest of all sails
We’ve been through hell and back again
Our story was not a very simple tale
But this book of love is now our gain
I thank Allah for bringing you in my life
For all the wrong reasons
And for all the right means
Through your weaknesses I see perfection
Through you strengths I see dreams
And for every breathe you’ve given me
Is the same breathe I’ll return
I promise you my loyalty
I promise you my unconditional love
I promise you my every ounce of effort
I promise you I will never hurt
For as long as we fight this life together
Our hands will mould our future
I love you baby and I am crazy.
♥ All My Life ♥
Oh Allah, if I fall in love, let me fall in love with someone who commits his love entirely to You, so that my will to love You also increases.
Guide and limit my love to him so that it does not go beyond my love for You.
Oh Allah, if I fall in love, allow me to touch the heart of someone whose heart is constantly thinking of You, so that I do not fall into the traps of an unfaithful love.
Oh Allah, if I fall in love, guide my heart so that I do not turn away from You.
Oh Allah, if I long for him, limit my longing so that I do not forget to desire Your Paradise.
Oh Allah, if You permit this love that I have for one who loves you, then do not cause me to transgress my own limits, until i forget that the True Love and Eternal Longing only belongs to You.
And indeed, doa is our only weapon.
Kenek lah tu
Macam kenek lah kirekan gitu. Minah ngn mat, jiwang ngn jiwang, metal ngn metal, rock ngn never die, Makcik ngn pakcik, Kening ngn tindik, hoodies ngn hoodies, mak lampir ngn pak lampir, monyet ngn berok. A ngn A, B ngn B, C ngn C, mcm gitu ah! Sama tapi tk serupa.
We’re back!
Officially broke and broken, no more shopping for us in another 1 years time?
Nyahahahahaha, back with 4 luggages – da gile agaknye. I can’t believe it spells work for me tomorrow.
Anyway, congratulations to my one and only Bebear on the increased remuneration – I’m so proud and happy for you. Everyone sees you shining now and You’ll definitely shine even brighter, and everyone knows that!
His MD dotes on him, I wonder how he does that, not fair!
But you deserve all the credits baby!
i think, bali has to wait but i think we’re already tired of the endless shopping. A short getaway to somewhere beautiful would be good.
DECEMBER HERE WE COME!!
Love
Dada, you have been the best best best friend and boyfriend I can ever have, and I just want you to know that all these changes in me are the result of your patience, tolerance and unconditional love and I will not let you down, and I hope you won’t let me down too .
I love you too much that it hurts me.
I love you, Bebear.
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